Right now I just want to disappear,
Hide in the invisible from all I fear,
What I say to you & others,
What I say to sisters & brothers,
It doesn’t seem like it’s ever good enough,
Thoughts to haunt, which makes this tough,
I know who I am, so I shouldn’t believe,
Negativity causes only me to be deceived,
Sitting here calmly writing these words,
My mind is in a war over something absurd,
A panic attack, so I brace for the storm,
It may take a while to return to the norm,
Before I know it, things are good,
Thoughts disappear, in the way they should.

Published by Daniel Feindt

Daniel Feindt currently lives in Bucks County PA, where he has written many poems and self-published various books... Currently Daniel also enjoys painting artwork with acrylics and works with web-design to share his work online... In 1999, Daniel was diagnosed with a mental illness, which has inspired him to learn how the mind works, as well as what it means to be human in this world... With the range of thoughts and emotions involved, he has aspired to present them in the best way possible for the reader...

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